GlindaRazorblade

The sunlight melts into my fingertips, reaching out a three story window I touched your hand... From nuclear clouds falls pink lemonade rain and these chemical flowers glow blue and purple. The stars and moon leave the sky sparkling as our eyes close Finally all of this chaos is turning into something beautiful

Amid the wind that blows the leaves across the ground and deepens the breath in our souls, footsteps become the music of which tomorrow will be our past. A lack of any real though dulls your mind. Smile as you take everything in stride with an empty stare, walking slowly past me, monotone. Hiding upstairs you peek out your window with fire-brimming eyes. Every word we speak you see as dissapointment. If life leaves use melting into ashes, love leaves us burning and alone, and laughter leaves us scorned, what real joy are our eyes left to see? You turn against me because you see me as only blind. But when will you question why your life lea

Silent I sit staring, waiting for an answer I already know won't come We avoid each others eyes as we wonder how we got here All of your beautiful words that meant so much to me just shatter on the ground at the end of the day, fragile pieces of your glass heart you throw out from behind steel walls My head drops into my hands in the middle of an open field I despair not that I am alone but more that you are and refuse to see it More pain comes of knowing every bated breath I spent fighting for your defense was a battle I lost when will I learn that the road leading away should not be turned back on that forever ended an eternity ago,

She sat alone with a green ribbon in her hair in the middle of the field, and she wrote down their legends on the back of envelopes...and she waited for him to come home. Waiting by another white picket fence, it's easy to understand everything I knew was so right, was turned into something so wrong by your insecurity. And there's another grey sky with the stars breaking through, it'll pour tonight. You don't remember and what little I do is fading fast...our eyes are burned and angry, our fists clenched, I can't believe the peace in our silent breath is destroyed so easily. Her breath was shorted and her eyes strained, and as day one mil

This concrete’s cold underneath bare feet I want to stand outside as the rain beats down The stars talk to me in the middle of my sleep In my dreamer’s land where nightmares come cheap I wish the wind would pick me up and carry me away Back before I ever saw your face Because every time I hear your voice you make a point to say Everything that makes me hand over my heart yet back away You are the most gorgeous lie So confused, such a little boy inside I wish you’d grow up and just decide what it is you’re trying to find But that’s alright I gave my heart and it sickens me When I can’t he

So if you want to bring me down, you got it I'm here There's nothing about loving someone I've forgotten to fear Here's one more thing that ruins me and I just want to breathe Like all the normal people who keep speaking to me And nobody's got a clue the road I'm on It's the same one you were on And everyone thinks I'm so damn strong and it's all I can do to just hold on To the heart I go that I'm supposed to let go on beating while it breaks I used to be calm but now I'm numb and smashing mirrors any pain to cover up what I've felt snap today I try every day, this constant battle, to do what looks easy to take your word

She walks down this road with the pavement under her feet A flower in her hand and her dress keeping rhythm with the wind Songs on her lips and hair set free, her composure in bits She lays down in the grass and stares at the clouds Like a child searching for castles and crowns A beautiful picture you would never suspect of her That she was just trying to prove she was alive Maybe if the warmth seeps into my skin I can ignore that the only thing I feel is the chill in the wind Close my eyes, float backwards in time, Scattered raindrops on my skin like tears Where do we go from here?

There's a mark on my hand fading Where your name used to be, and a line of hearts From my wrist to my thumb I drew, and these thoughts Of mine never seem to stray much from your face the past three nights I've fallen asleep and abandoned all this space that keeps us away from this I can't explain to you how this is to me Neither of us are perfect, but I think you could make me better I pray I get that chance, to become better

There are cracks in my mind and a lack of oxygen pumping into my heart I'm suffocating on the air I breathe and it's oh so hard to get up and around ever since this has all shattered, I have become numb on the outside, screaming on the in, A desire to relieve the pain with these cuts on my skin But stray away from the scars because no one Must know

You’re screaming searching looking for me When you find me I will smile and You don’t know how I’m crying I don’t want to be found Let me go, I want to hide inside myself Run away from everything here Why do you have to care? You’re the only thing holding me here The pain I wake up to every morning Is close to numbing, I can’t feel There’s nothing real about me anymore The light I knew was there waiting Is gone, you speak of it but I can’t hear I lost myself somewhere, and I think I died And I think there’s nowhere to find me Anymore I breathe, only because I must Du